Poetry
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Neverender
Happiness looks good on you
Oh radiant one
Shining from the inside out
Burning blue carbuncle eyes
Forged in the fire you walked through
Night after night
On your way back to the surface
Your journey across space
To the center of time
Where past is no longer
And the…
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Angel of Death
I bury them
(Our dreams that grew in rocky soil)
In open graves
(Throats lifted to the sky)
I set the home we made on fire
(Before leaving the city)I hang on
(Knuckles white from gripping the wheel)
I destroy
(A sword dripping poison)
The plans we made
(Erase their…
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Out of Time
They’ve stopped asking the questions
You can see them thinking
The words swirl and dance through the air
Simultaneously said and yet unspoken
You feel like a moldy leftover
Long past expiry
Uncoupled, childless
With no shared present territory
energy or currency with which to trade.
In the hand-drawn photo…
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The Work of Grief
The laundry needs folding. Dishes pile in the sink. The shower white is turning pink. Not even the tile can hide its insides. The second pot of coffee is ready. Decaf. You’re older now, you don’t need the adrenaline rush, just the warm liquid filling your belly as you do…
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At the Center
I offered you the woman at the center of my soul, the survivor from deep waters. I laid bare her hopes, her fears, her dreams. You held them with me for a moment in time. Together we made the flowers bloom. One day the woman realized you loved only her…
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Suddenly Stephanie
No warning
no discussion no sign.
Suddenly Stephanie
staring back
across time.
Was she ready?
Were you?
Le double vie… Yet here we find ourselves
I was not ready,
but I’m not angry.
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Image in collaboration with Dan Lidon, 4x5 film
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Goodbye
I bid in you adieux,
farewell, neverender
pain-spring well source
The pain swells
suddenly Stephanie
poetry instead of wine
purging people instead of facing realities -a bridge across time
back to those days
you wish it wasn’tthat you weren’t
but you are, and it’s yours
to kill or love or…
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How to Save A Life
Anger, brother of fear
I bid you hello
Emerging self
Climbing the same weary stairs
Up and out of the basement
Where you live.
What did they do
And why did they do it?
When you’re in your body
You feel its pain, age, ache…
Always the why
An unending…
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Prufrock, Revisited
When you open your eyes you’re dead
Prufrock is there
The only Virgil you’ve ever known
He extends his hand
Welcomes you to the afterlife
strangely identical to the room where you fell asleep
Offers you passage and a peach
Do you dare disturb the universe?
No, the ever answer…
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It Never Ends
I live in the past
Never the present
Reacting to some other
Blow some other time
Not this
No place not home
But not in a good way
The worst way where
You never leave
And you’re still there
Covering your ears
At the top of the stairs
Waiting for…
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Out Of This
How do I get out of this
I’m sincerely asking
Where do I go
Please tell me and
I’ll do it this time
Really I’m not lying
I am genuinely surprised
when I look in the mirror
My eyes fill with tears
that cloud my vision.
I am becoming blind…
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Emptiness
I look at you and recognize nothing
You are a stranger
Your secret being that you don’t move
Don’t travel any orbit
You are the same today, tomorrow, and yesterday
and I haven’t stopped moving
Along my own trajectory
Through you, past you, around you.
You are still nothing I…
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Too Late
Quit your job
Take the money and run
As far as you can get.
I mean far away
Not this hour-distance dance
with proximity, she is a deceitful partner
Give me a cup of hot coffee please
Something for this headache
I got a pretty raw deal
Everyone says God…
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Sickness
Sickness
“I will be a new threshing instrumentwith many sharp teeth.I will tear my enemies apart,making chaff of mountains.I will toss them into the air,And the wind will blow them all away;A whirlwind will scatter them.” —Isaiah 41: 15-17
My father is…
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Season
“Seasons are always changing. What season are you in?”
I am in a season of “fuck you, you don’t
can’t
couldn’t possibly
definitely don’t
know me”
so stop trying right there
right where you are.
Stop and don’t get any closer.
I am a dragon swallowing my fire.
I am…
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I Am
Listen
The birds are calling
Every song beckoning
Every chirp an invitation
To consider
They do not drift to the past
Or float along the seas to the future
They exist for this moment alone
Just this tiny offering
The sound of my footfall on the dry grass
The sun…
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Witness
The tide is rolling in
Sea foam bubbles like dish soap residue
The waves look black not blue
I wander and though the wind rages and I am cold
I am alive
A maze of trees beckons me enter
flanked by holly, a garden gate.
I retreat
I am not…
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Too Much Again
I keep a shard of glass
tucked in the back of a drawer
in case
it all becomes
too much
again.
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(c) LSP Fine Art + Studio LeRoi
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Somewhere Far Away
It’s the dog days of summer
The crepe myrtles are in bloom
Shining their pinks to
Anyone who should care to look
Black-eyed Susans stare intently
At twilight’s last gleaming
It’s the blue hour
Clear and mad and repeating
The same song you’ve known
Since the beginning
Purple coneflower, butterfly…
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Survivor
Sometimes when I look in the mirror
I see my father’s body reflected back
The same muscled arms
Skin browned from summer sun
Legs taut from constant activity
Restless soul walking the same earth
Playing out the same story
Generation after generation
Stone upon stone.
But not looking doesn’t have…
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Tiny Earthquakes
I certainly hope you do not and will not meet your demise under a pile of books unless of course there’s an earthquake or many little earthquakes, tiny earthquakes shaking the tiny bit of ground they have because God damn it it’s theirs and what’s the point of living anyway…
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Tabula Rasa Then the Rest
The secrets I carry are not my own
They were glued to my body by my mother
with Rubber Cement glue
to match the cement galoshes
weighing down the body
as it struggles to tread water in the ocean.
Another wave crests and pushes our face
our head under water.…
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Not the Story
The lake, flowing freely like an infinity pool
bending back on itself
curving figures, carving eights.
It hypnotizes, swells when you consider:
the depths, its depths, your depths.
You plumb the depths with purpose
probing and examining where you’ve been
in order to draw a map to where you’re going.…
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Does the Camera Lie
Does the camera lie
or does it tell the whole fat
ugly truth from soup to nuts
then back to soup again?
The camera tells the whole truth
and nothing but the truth
so help us God
close your eyes and close your gates
Only neutral expressions welcome here
people…
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Call It Love
What is it like to only have one set of memories?
One point of view rising clearly above the rest?
I do not know the words for any of this
other than heartbreak, repeat
The years pass and little changes
The same abrasions, bruises bloom
The same blood bleeds anew,…